26:11 And I punished them oft in every synagogue, and compelled them to blaspheme; and being exceedingly mad against them, I persecuted them even unto strange cities.
26:14 And when we were all fallen to the earth, I heard a voice speaking unto me, and saying in the Hebrew tongue, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.
26:15 And I said, Who art thou, Lord? And he said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest.
Apostle Paul was a KILLER (and was actually going on a “terrorist” mission) when he received the revelation of The Truth.
And I’m sure he didn’t have it planned to dump his mission as at when Christ- THE TRUTH, revealed Himself to him.
GOD DOES NOT CALL THE QUALIFIED, HE QUALIFIES THE CALLED. Exodus 4:10-12
Do not give chance to satan to make you feel unworthy.
Christ is knocking on the door of your heart now. Open to Him.